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it makes me feel very relieved when i see a family of 4 volunteering together on a sunday. the fact that the mum is very passionate and the rest of the family members esp their two young children are willing to come out and help out together - sure i don't know how willing they are but at the very least they are there and actually helping. it just makes me feel like there is still hope in life, that all is not lost.
feelings of uncertainty are coming back to me. coz i realized that the kind of work i wanted to do may not actually be suited for my personality. so even if i try and change myself, it's likely that i will burn out in the long run. and maybe that's the real reason why i feel so miserable. not because of the surroundings. i'm trying to think of all the alternative paths i can take, and i really feel afraid. coz it feels like i have just wasted my time, effort, and given up all that i used to believe in. even with strong desire and belief, is it really possible to change myself permanently?